i like this feel lo....when i think i no need face all the lecture note i ady happy til die lo....dream oso will laugh....hehe...izit very fatt din??really de lo....this sem is the most busy in my life....a lot of thing to do n dunno how to do....feel very stress + very fan....but from these incident i learn independence, i know all of my fren support me.....when i sad they all will an wei me n accompany me....really feel so warm lo....thanks to be my fren lo.....i love u o lo....muacks...especially voon chai, thank 4 sharing secret with me....lingshu, owez an wei me when i got problem with him....yin yee, u let me know how to appreciate what i had now....thank you...

cham lo....i feel tat i have not enuff time to finish up all my stuff....die lo...bio,chem,programming,writting for science,math and public speaking......AAAAAaaaaa....wan crazy ady....i dunno y i do not mood to study lo....owez think something tat is nonsence....haiz....who can help me????haiz....i feel tat after u o change course i sure wil get 忧郁症de lo...u o know de lo...i owez so stressful,without u o entertaint me,i think i wil vomit blood den die.......without u o!! my life bcome so darkness.....i hope u o wont so fast leave me alone lo.... i need u o...my fren....

好久好久没写blog了啦！！！在这段期间经历了许多往常不会去做的事情。。。突然间发生了很多不开心的事情，本来好好的，为什么突然之间说出这么吓人的话，那段期间是我这三年来从未是过的痛苦。。。虽然只是短短几天，不过早已足够让我的心彻彻底底的碎掉。。。感觉到心在流血。。。整个人心不在焉，每次一想到这件事，心会不知不觉的痛起来。。。我也不知道为什么会这样。。。。那时候会很恨我自己，为什么我要那么犯溅去喜欢一个不爱自己的人。。。我好恨他为什么会对我这样绝情。。。明明就不喜欢我，为什么要开始这那段没结果的恋情。。。那段时间真的好辛哦。。。haiz.... 不过现在就还好咯。。。。我知道之前是我对你不够好，让你痛苦了一段时间。。。现在我已经想清楚了，我会尽我的能力去爱你。。。可能之前真的想太多了啦。。。。不过现在还不知道以后会发生什么事啦。。。希望他以后不会再说出那么伤人的话。。。我不会再像以前那样对你。。。好了！！不说这些了。。。最近很多朋友都要转COURSE,我希望他们真的想清楚才转咯。。。怎样都要挨完下个SEM咯。。。我不希望你们离开我身边咯。。。如果没有了你们我的生活就少了很多笑声，和陪伴。。。可能有时我真的有点自私。。。不管怎样希望你们可以想清楚咯。。。。